While going through the process of deciding to go
on the South Africa trip, I read the Listening Prayer AIM had posted in
a blog.  The prayer gave instructions on how to prepare to hear God.  I
decided to give this advice a chance.  I had become so frustrated and
overwhelmed with trying to decide if I should go on the trip, I came to
the conclusion I shouldn't go.  Giving God a chance and leaving my
selfishness behind was the smartest thing I have done.  The first time
I tried listening for God, I believe He showed me His plans through
scripture.  Matthew 20:23 came so randomly, and it wasn't a scripture
that I was extremely familiar with so I knew it came from God.  I read
the scripture and wondered how this could apply to me, but I continued
to read.  I read until I reached verses 26-28 which said, "Not so with
you.  Instead, whoever wants to become great among you must be your
servant, and whoever wants to be first must be your slave- just as the
Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give his
life as a ransom for many".  No more controlling my life, after reading
those scriptures I knew I had to give my life to Him 100 percent.

 

The second time I heard God, it was similar to the
first.  I was stressed about raising the finances required to on the
South Africa trip.  This time Philippians 4:16 was revealed to me. 
Once again I had to read ahead, but was amazed when I read verse 19. 
It says, "And my God will meet all your needs according to his glorious
riches in Christ Jesus".  Since reading that verse I have a peace that
has taken over me.  I know that if it is His will for me to go on my
trip He will provide.

 

Those two verses renewed my faith in God.  I know
no matter the outcome in a situation, it is in God's plan and with time
he will reveal His plan.  I know God's plan is perfect, and if I just
wait on Him I will be able to fulfill that plan!